i never wanted this

WELL, THESE ARE POEMS I'VE WRITTEN.

Surrender
This part of me can not succeed,
I can't go on, I can't breathe,
My body feels weak,
My heart is at it's last beat,
Something is wrong deep inside,
Something that i took to long to find,
What do i do? What do I say?
What has happened to make me act this way?
I didn't mean to hurt you,
It wasn't planned nor choosed,
Spur of the moment in reality,
I can't change this, it's why I'm me,
After a while everything will be okay,
Because you'll realise you didnt need me,
No matter what I do or say,
You'll have to get over this your own way.

Death On My Mind
Crawling into the corner,
My body is trembling,
I can't feel my body,
It's gone all numb,
Something inside has changed,
And I don't know what it is,
I can't seem to find,
A reason for all this,
I can't go on,
I feel like sh*t,
How can this happen?
What has gone wrong?
Why am I like this?
What is going on?!
Im going to leave now,
Knowing that I don't want to live,
I hope I can withstand,
The rest of this day.

Him
You can see me,
But I am not really here,
My mind is somewhere else,
And that is clear,
I can't not think of him,
He's always there,
I wish it would all go away,
I wish I didn't care,
Sometimes I wish I never knew,
The person that he can be,
But at times I'm thankful,
That he's such a good friend to me,
Even though I want more than that,
'Friends' is just fine,
But one day I hope,
That he is all mine.

Tears
All I've seen are tears,
All of my unknown fears,
Flowing out one by one,
I feel outdone,
Releasing all my sadness,
I just sit and stare,
Looking into the world,
That does not care,
It's like I'm on my own,
Without anyone by my side,
I don't think i can go on,
I've lost all my pride,
Now that you are gone,
Everything here has changed,
Nothing seems the same anymore,
My life has been estranged.

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