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this guy thought he was hot
seen his pic and believe it or not
he was the ugliest cunt ive ever seen
but i didnt want to be mean
he has such high hopes
when i seen his pic i choked
he prolly thought i'd date him
but he'd have to sedate me
and even then i wouldnt give him a fuck
FORGET IT U UGLY PRICK, NO SUCH LUCK

The Party Last Night. ( 5th June, 2004 )

the party last nite
was derros galore
it was so fucking obvious
as we walked in the door
in the lounge about 6 people sat
we stayed in the kitchen
it was safer like that
along came josh
he kissed me straight away
come to think of it
i dont remember saying hey
andy was the second person i saw
you couldnt half tell he was lookin to score
he danced around jessy
like he knew how to striptease
it made me so sick
i thought 'get me a bucket, please'
but the night kept going
and the music was shit
there wasnt enough grog
to even worry about it
they all seemed cheap, criminals or losers
there was even a guy in a beam shirt yet doesnt drink it.
i would have to say the highlight was the chicken pie on the way home
come to think of it, i would have rathered stayed at home alone.

depression...
always ascossiated with black
could it be because the heart is so dark
that heres no room for light ?
think of a dark room
can one door opening
lighten the room fully ?
and if it could..
the door eventually shuts doesnt it?
and there you are where you began.
depression - the door that cant stay open.

emotional pain.
its cuts you up and eats your insides out.
it paralyses you as you curl up in the corner and cry
then finally when you can stand
you believe that the louder you scream
the less it will hurt.
but it doesn’t work.
your eyes sting
your body aches
and all you want to do
is run away
from yourself.

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